Pamana, is the tagalog word for Legacy, and it was the name given to a noble creature who was freed the day my country celebrated Independence day. Can you imagine how significant that creature was? Besides it being critically-endangered, Philippine Monkey-eating eagles are also symbols of nationalism. When I heard this dreadful news on TV, I literally stopped chewing and simply froze. As soon as I swallowed my food, I had an ugly feeling inside, and I bowed down my head as I grieved this creature's death, the Datus and Rajahs of the skies. After dinner, I resumed with my usual internet routine, but I couldn't get my mind and heart off the incident. So here I am, writing about the loss of Legacy.
In the first place, I didn't even know that the government decided to do such a thing: releasing a bird to the wild. Thinking about it, I thought it was a very honorable idea. The bird fleeting to it's home could be compared to the Filipino's love for freedom, nationalism, and hope. Those fierce eyes must be what Lapu-lapu looked like when he caught sight of the Spaniards coming to shore. Those talons must equal in sharpness to the swords of Katipuneros and the nobility it seemed to bear was like of fallen soldiers who fought for our nation's freedom and peace.
And when it died by bullet to it's chest, this must be how it feels like to witness a hero's death. Let's say, that hero was Rizal. A man whose wings brought him anywhere in the world, but still, his heart remained in native soil and sea.
Surely, some people would think. 'That's just the death of a damn bird! What does it have to do with our lives?" Two words: National love.
If only we loved our country, then we would take by heart the wonders of our isles and islets. From the bays, to the white shores, to the majestic peaks, and the sea. There's the animals, the birds, the fish, the flowers, the trees. We are a beautiful country, if only people looked properly. That's not all! What about the fierce devotion to our Lord? The passion, the faith, the unity we all get to experience during national fiestas. How about the heart of the people? Our hearts are golden pearls. The person sitting next to me isn't only a Filipino, but he is a brother. What about those times at calamity? When people worked hand in hand to help others. The bravery to rise from the debris, from the ashes, from the earth-covered homes, from the loss of properties and lives and loved ones.
When that bird died, a bit of hope died too. I thought to myself 'Is this really how we are as a nation?' If we truly loved our country then we would never have thought of launching a bullet to the sky. Would never have killed a brother, would never steal money from the people. Times are dark, are bleak, are misty, but from a distance I still see something not all Filipinos can see. I see light. Hope.
I wonder what thoughts must have swirled in Rizal's mind when he looked up from his scribbling hand, towards the sea, with the sun slowly setting to sleep with the ocean and be lulled by the breeze. What could be the driving essence of his quest. He's so far away! He could have settled in bliss in stone roads and brown houses. He could have enjoyed his life out there, that lucky man. But still, his heart ached, his mind dreamed, and his soul moved to the sunray hymn of his motherland. My motherland. Our Inang bayan.
When that bird died, I wonder what would the heroes think. If they were looking down on us from heaven, would they bow their heads in momentarily grief too?
Pamana, you may have flown off to the heaven of birds, but your spirit of legacy shall stay.
I never would have allowed myself to grieve for just a bird, you know, but with you, I think I now know why you're an excepition. It's because you're a symbol of my country, of my hope, of my dreams for our land. Soon eagles of your kind shall fly freely within these lands, thriving with glee, screaming battle cries in pure bliss. With them, love shall soar into the people's hearts once again, freely within every Filipino man, thriving with glee, screaming battle cries in pure bliss.
| Photo courtesy of Philippine Eagle Foundation |